I was trying on clothes to choose an outfit for work tomorrow and was given quite a blow to my confidence. A shirt I haven't worn in a while is too tight to wear. That means a lot of other clothes cannot be worn too.
I have not weighed myself in months as I have been trying to focus on self-care such as exercise goals and journaling. Now, I am completely let down and feeling that fear of the next size with such intensity. I am devastated.
I would be more than thrilled to be a 14/16 the rest of my life. What a great size to be, I mean you get the best of both worlds as far as clothes shopping. You can shop in the misses and plus size departments! Right now, I am wearing a 16 but 18 is right around the corner.
What is the next step for me? I am done with the diet rollercoaster I have been on my entire life. I simply cannot afford to buy a new wardrobe in the next size. I am open to suggestions, especially from those fellow bloggers who have jumped off the diet bandwagon.
How do you maintain when you have given up on dieting?
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